Love Always by ~K8tyMarie

Holding Holding up my handsHolding by ~K8tyMarie
You win, you lose
You breath
Cause I'm used
And I want to scream
I'm in a nightmare
Caught in this place
with no space
I'm going to live
I'm going to die
I don't know why
I keep holding up
my hands to you
Got nothing to give
So don't take me
You could break me
Holding up my hands to you.


Happy So excitedHappy by ~K8tyMarie
And yet
So scared
Waiting, Waiting
For an answer
Close my eyes
For a whisper
See the breath
Of an angel
Dance across
The sky
Hoping that
we will
never lose
The place
We have
Gained in
This circle
of life.


Abortion I have so much to sayAbortion by ~K8tyMarie
Yet can not speak
Your name out loud
I want to scream
Confessions from the
Other side
Haunt my eyes
Just below the surface
I cry.
I beg.
I feel somehow incomplete.
Sometimes I wish
She had agreed,
Said yes dear, that is fine.
Let me go like the others.
Bled me out onto
white cotton sheets
staining them with
my personality
not yet formed
inside her skin
Said goodbye
Never knowing the hell
It has been.